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The new Wonderland Magazine cover with Janet Jackson has been revealed. I love it!
February/March issue. On sale February 5th.

PEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEE OF THE WOOOOOOOORLD


GENEVIEVE JACKSON (Michael & Janet Jackson´s niece for those of you who didn´t know, Randy´s daughter) IS FOLLOWING ME ON TWITTER. DON´T ASK ME WHY BECAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, BUT SHE´S DEFINITELY THERE.

formspring  <--- Ask me anything :)

Open your eyes, greet the new day with a grin, cuz it's right now that your life truly begins!

Do you have songs that you feel like you´re home listening to? I can´t really explain the feeling. It´s not nostalgia, something else.. I have a shitload of those. All Michael Jackson/Jackson 5 (that only makes sense). One of those songs is Michael´s Girlfriend.
I give you.. Girlfriend!

Girlfriend, I´m gonna tell your boyfriend
Tell him exactly what we´re doing
Tell him what you do to me
Late at night when the wind is free
Girlfriend, I´m gonna show your boyfriend
Show him the letters I´ve been saving
Show him how you feel inside
And that love cannot be denied
We´re gonna have to tell him
You´ll only be a girlfriend of mine
Girlfriend, you better tell your boyfriend
Tell him exactly what we´re doing
Tell him what he needs to know
Or he may never let you go
We´re gonna have to tell him
You´ll only be a girlfriend of mine

Goodnight blogworld :)

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How would you rank the Jackson brothers in order of cuteness? This is what my list looks like;

1. Michael (obviously)
2. Jackie
3. Jermaine
4. Marlon
5. Randy
6. Tito

Nobody seems to wanna answer the question I asked in my last post (bitches..). So I´ll just go ahead and dedicate the song "Forever came today" to Michael instead.
By the way, I love the Jacksons´ Variety Show version of this song, and Marlon´s "it came today, forever came today". It´s great, and his face looks hilarious while singing it. 

HAHA! Peeps, I just realized the text´s form looks kinda like a person wearing a dress, carrying a bowl or something on top of her head. See?

There you are, standing there reaching out for me
Something warm in your eyes touched my heart
And all the love I never knew I found in you
Suddenly, my world, my life was standing still
And you touched my hand I knew that we had laid a plain
Foreverlasting love
I´m forever dreaming of
At last, at last
My forever came today
When you walked into my life
Made my lonely life a paradise
It came today, forever came today
Look into my eyes and see how much I want you
Feel my touch, you know how much I need you
I may be young, but I´m old enough to know
Look at me, I will never let it go
Let this moment thrill me a lifetime
Make it last, make it last
Make it last forever
Darling, ooh, my darling, make me yours
As I touch your face, tell me love has led me
To this place and your warm embrace
Thanks to you, thanks to you my search has ended
And I want the world to see how gently love has shined on me
With everlasting love that I´ve been forever dreaming of
At last, at last
My forever came today
When you walked into my life
Made my lonely life a paradise
It came today, forever came today
It came today, forever came today
Oh, you give me love by the hour
Oh, you´re my precious little flower
Boy, you give me so much sweetness
Oh, you give my life completeness
Make it last for more than just a day
Make it last for more than just an hour
Make it last forever

Okay, all I did from six pm last night til three am was to watch Jacksons´ Variety Show. All I´ve been doing this morning from nine til now has been watching Jacksons´ Variety Show. I´m in loooove with it. Wish I could have it playing 24/7 on a big screen on my wall. Well, a screen as big as my wall. Well, I wish I had a bigger wall. And an even bigger screen. Human-sized Michael. Mhmmm.

By the way; One question I am being asked very frequently by Jackson-fans who looked up my twitter, my phone number, my facebook.. Is, what would I do if Michael stepped forward and announced he´s well and alive? I would be the happiest girl alive, no doubt, and I would immediately jump on the next plane to wherever he is. There, now everybody gets their answer and I don´t have to write it a zillion times.

Never can say goodbye.. No, no, no, no. Never can say goodbye.. Even though the pain and heartache seems to follow me wherever I go, though I try and try to hide my feelings they always seem to show. Then you try to say you´re leaving me, and I always have to say no. Tell me why is it so, that I never can say goodbye, no, no, no, no. Never can say goodbye. Every time I think I´ve had enough, I start heading for the door. There´s a very strange vibration, piercin´ me right to the core. It says, "Turn around, you fool. You know, you love him more and more". Tell me why is it so, don´t wanna let you go. I never can say goodbye, boy, ooh ooh baby, I never can say goodbye. I keep thinkin´ that our problems soon are all gonna work out. But there´s that same unhappy feeling, and there´s that anguish, there´s that doubt. It´s the same old did ya hang up, can´t do with you or without. Tell me why is it so, don´t wanna let you go. I never can say goodbye, boy, no, no, no, no.

Although, I ain´t never leaving Michael and there would never be no unhappiness or anguish.

Darling, I´ll be yours forever ´cause I never wanna be without love. Darling, never set me free.

Today was my grandmother´s funeral.

In my family (which is a very huge family, my mother has around 40 cousins), we are very close. Which is unusual. A lot of families only stay close with the grandparents, the uncles and aunts and cousins you know. Me and my sister are very close to my mother´s cousins and our relatives who live in Canada even. It´s even more unusual for us as being such a big family, plus having half the family in Canada.

Gran´s funeral was very beautiful. It was all very sad of course, but people laughed and there was love everywhere. I am so proud of being part of the Liljedahl/Bohlin family.

I want to share a video clip with you. It´s a video clip that I watch several times a day, every day. It always lifts my spirits up. Never fails. It´s so adorable. It´s the Jackson 5 including Randy performing, and then in the end Janet comes in and she and Randy do a part singing a Sonny & Cher song. It´s so cute, it takes my breath away every time.
I love the part where they sing a song of a vocal group called the Andrew Sisters I think (I´m not sure if I hear him right), and when the song´s over Michael says "The Andrew Sisters!" (as if he was presenting them) and Jackie goes "but I don´t wanna be no Andrew Sister, Mike, come on", Jermagination goes "and I don´t wanna be a girl" and Randy goes "not me!". So Michael says something like (by the way, he´s such a good actor in this part. He looks real insulted when he says this) "okay. So like those warriors we´ll do it like in the army. I´ll ask of volunteers. All that wanna be an Andrew Sister take one step forward!". On this, Mike, Tito and Marlon take one step backwards, making Jermicrowave (Jermaine haha, love making up fun nicknames for that sassy name), Randy and Jackie "volunteers".
Mike yells "hit it girls!". And they imitate the Andrew Sisters.
After that, Mike sings/says "once again, the groups gained a lot of attention". Randy goes "The Beatles!", Jackie goes "Herbits!" or something like that and someone goes Fifty-something. And Mike goes "and among those magical musical teams there were three young ladies who were called The Supremes. Who were Diana Ross, Mary, Florence. The Supremes!".
Jackie goes "I ain´t gonna be no Supreme, Mike, come on, man..". Jermicrophone goes "I don´t wanna be another girl, Michael." Randy goes "I´m not gonna be no Supreme either."
Jackie goes "You know what? We´ll ask for volunteers! All that wanna be a Supreme take one step.." (here Mike, Tito and Mar Mar take one step backwards) ".. backwards." (and here Jackie laughs real cute. He´s so cute, that Jackieboy!)

So, Mike, Marlon and Tweeto imitate The Supremes, and they sing "Stop! In the name of love". It´s soooo fun and it´s sooooo sweet and Mike is sooooo hot imitating Diana Ross! I´m just addicted to that part, and to the Jackie-laugh-part.

After that, the Jackson 5 do Dancing Machine (I love that song sooo much!), a real wonderful performance. It´s so awesome, I love the choreography of that song and Mike´s robot dance.

In the end, when the Jackson 5 have left the floor, Randy and the hostess, Carol Burnett, get out on stage. It goes like this:

Carol: Hey, Randy.
Randy: Yeah.
Carol: Listen to what they´re playing (she means the houseband). I know that Sonny & Cher used to do that.
Randy: Right.
Carol: This is my chance. I´ll be Cher and you´ll be Sonny. Okay?
*Here Janet, eight years old, comes in*
Janet: Uh uh, that´s my part.
Randy: Go home, Jan, what ya doing, Jan, go home, go home.
Janet: Not until I sing my part!
Carol: What´s your name?
Janet: Janet.
Carol: You sing with the group?
Janet: In the Jackson 5 family everybody works.
Carol: Okay, ladies and gentlemen, Sonny & Cher!

Janet and Randy sing "The beat goes on". It´s sooo sweet! Janet´s little moves and Randy´s "oooooooon" (he kinda sounds like he got a hippo in his nostrils) and Janet pulling her dress up, haha! You gotta watch the entire show. It´s so great.
And no, I have no good reason for why I wrote that. It´s just for you to watch anyway.

“‘Tell them I had to do it. I had no choice. If I had tried to do the London shows we had scheduled, I would have died for real. I thank God for helping me see the light. I will see you all next June on my world tour – the greatest tour the world has ever seen, bigger than Thriller, bigger than the Beatles and the Rolling Stones combined.’”

Gretchen-Sims declined to say where Michael is located, but in a verbal slip noted that “Eastern Europe is the safest place …” suggesting that he is – as earlier reports suggested – hiding out in Romania, Hungary or possibly even Russia, where reporters and his enemies would be hard pressed to find him.

I checked Kenny Ortega´s twitter yesterday, I went waaay back, back to September. He posted this:
"Smee: Captain, the ice is melting, the sun is out and the flowers are all in bloom.
Captain Hook: He´s back."

If there is any hidden message in this post.. it is without doubt that Michael will be back this spring. This we could connect to what Cassandra claims that Michael told her to tell us, "I will see you all next June on my world tour".
Although, Kenny O also wrote the day after the Peter Pan post, that there are never any hidden messages in his posts, and that we should never think so. I don´t want to believe him, but I can´t really seem to help to.

Another thing I reacted on.. the verbal slip about Michael´s hiding place. Who does a verbal slip, saying "Eastern Europe is the safest place.."? You don´t just say that with no reason. And that is no answer to any question. It could be the answer when they asked her where Michael was, but that answer we already know is that she can´t tell them. So I don´t know.. if I trust this. Well, I don´t. But I won´t just let it slip before my eyes. I´ll keep checking up on Cassandra, I´ll try to get in touch with her, I´ll try to make myself a better picture of her.

I tried to do this a fifteen minutes ago. I googled her to see who she really was, if she was on wikipedia or something. I didn´t get up any information on her, besides all the Michael stuff. But what I did get up - is that people seem convinced she is Michael himself.
In this interview, it doesn´t say how the interview was achieved; orally, or behind a screen.

I found a video on youtube. It´s about all the 33 clues there will be in This Is It (it was made before the premiere). In it, the maker had quoted something Cassandra Gretchen-Sims had said. She´d said, Michael had told her this; "Whoever can see the 33 clues will know the truth and the whole truth about my disappearance".

If only I could put that Cassandra in a chair of truth and really find out whether she´s actually Michael´s messenger, or just a bitch who wants attention.. If this is true. Then I am the happiest girl alive. And the most worried girl alive. What if Michael would some, very beautiful, day out that he´s alive? Imagine how the world would react. It would all be worse than it ever was. Imagine all the filthy tabloids there will be..
But I would make them go away. I would take all the trashy tabloids and burn them. And when I become a ghost, I will haunt every single one who ever said a bad word about Michael down.
He must know he´d make this world so much merrier if he would come back. Know that.

Something else Cassandra claims:

“He is monitoring the Internet and he really enjoys all the messages from his fans. He said they ‘give me strength and fill me with love. Tell them that all the love they send to me I send right back. I love my fans!’”

Gretchen-Sims says that even though she and Michael are talking “a lot and regularly,” she will not betray his confidence and discuss the subject of conversations or plans that he might have “unless and until he tells me to.”

“That might be later today, that might be tomorrow, that might be a month from now.  I’ll say more when Michael gives me the word. For now, just know that he is well and happy and getting stronger by the day.

“And he will be back. That’s a guarantee.”

Now I´ll go find that Cassandra Gretchen-Sims.

Please, come back, darling. We miss you.

Now, at the beginning of a new year as we continue to try to make sense of the senseless, find hope in what seems hopeless and gather strength for our wounded hearts, it becomes more important than ever to return to the messages that Michael Jackson brought to our world.

Love the Earth. Respect and honor our Great Mother and do what is right every day to sustain, defend and protect her.

Love and protect our children as they are the future. Enjoy their innocence and joy when they are young and help them to become gracious and graceful, peaceful and loving adults.

Remember childhood and keep the best of it with you forever.

Love, honor, respect and cherish one another.

Be generous with your love and understanding and frugal, truthful and kind with criticism.  Say it with The L-O-V-E.

Nurture your ability to create, express and imagine. Celebrate magic.

Believe in yourself no matter what it might take. Keep the faith in yourself and in one another.                           

Dance before the mirror of life with joy.

May 2010 bring us justice, strength and a renewed sense of purpose.

May Peace Be With You Always,

The MJFC Team

I would like to give you guys a tip. It´s a video made by my dear friend Nessa. It´s hilarious, sweet, sad, happy, sexy, it´s everything. Main character; all our own Michael Joseph Jackson.
Please watch it. It´s beautiful. Especially in the end. It put waterfalls to my eyes. The This Is It smile..
I miss him so much.